theyre working me like a dog at work...i love the job but damn they want me to work sat and im like hell no ive worked al;l week n im working sunday i need one day off i mena i even came in today (friday) on my day off now i only have one day off and i want it i mean i havnt seen ana all week n ive harldey talked to her....things are tough rite now i ima get married in 3 weeks and im so happy for that but idk things are so hard me and ana have grown distant n im hating it..i just wana be with her already so i can get back that closeness we had..we use to have like the bst comunication now we hardley talk...bfor id get everything out with her rite now i feel all my feelings are backing up inside and idk it rly hurts..i understand were both rly busy and its gona be like this for the time bieng but idk i just hope we can fix things when were married cus i cant live this way i need to get my feelings out n shes the only one that makes me feel truly releaved like when i talk to her afterwards i feel good relaxed and like free like i can tuly get out every single feeling with her like theres stuff ive never sharde with anyone but her and its helpd alot cus those were deep negative feelings that were just hurting me to keep in...like idk talking to her has helped me discover my self more and like understand myself alot more...i just miss her alot and i hope soon we can fix things.....
so todays pics are of one of my fav bands Halos there amazing and rly and undiscovered gem haha theyre going on tour in the UK with Circa Survive so im rly happy for them
i know theyre gona get waaaaaaaaasted with dan green hahahaha
hope to hear Thomas Eraks new crap soon haha
well im out gotta get reay for the meeting
lates
squidward
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