ill play the part of the one armed man

damn havnt posted in ages! so heres i go!

well idk rite now im listening to RX Bandits and thinking about how much i wana c them agian like idk i love their music its so like full of emotion its rly progressive and like chill like even tho its sparatic its rly chill. and i just love Matt Embrees voice i think its so like relaxing and like captavating haha idk its like the perfect voice for the band like idk every lil piece of the songs are amazing and belong there perfectly. i can like feel the emotion in the songs and not just the lyrics but the music like to me the music itself speaks. i rly like the lyrics too like idk i actualy agree with alot of them and the thoughts put across in the songs are thoughts i actualy think and feelings i actualy feel. like idk its political but it isnt rly bitching its like more true and not angry but loving like they promote love and acceptance and value of ones self and others and idk like true peace. like the peace i actualy seek and try to have in my life through my actions.

idk RXB is just one of my fav bandfs i highly recomend them to anyone

their shows are so fun cus theres like a unity in the crowd and everyone is just there to have a good time and dance like idk its just pure fun. i come out out drenched in sweat and sore from like dancing and slamming agianst people but its never a bad experience its always a fun enjoyable time.

the pic is of us with Matt Embree

idk ima go shower haha

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andres the squid

ill only watch it if its in 3D

ok so i havnt done this in a while ive been so busy withy my life but herse i go haha
so its short today but yea whats up with every damn movie coming out in 3D like what is it the 50s all over agian? and like they say oh it makes it look real but like idk it just gives it depth haha like dont movies look real to begin with? like idk im not trying to copy azis ansari but Julia & Julia alraedy looked real to begin with i mean just cus it wasnt in 3D dosnt mean i doubted its realism haha i mean avatar, alice in wonderland, clash of the titans, 2012, those didnt look real they just had depth haha idk and every kids movie has to be in 3D too like idk...

whats so funny is that these 3D movies are actualy selling like more people wana see movies in 3D then in 2D...

its funny how these silly fads catch on....like jerking haha

well im out

kicking it with miggy

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sure ill shower...tomorrow

so today was a really nice day

it was my day off so i kicked it with one of my closest niggas gerardo. he came over and jamed for a bit it was fun but i realized im to use to jamming with miguel haha like im to use to following him and like his style. it was nice cus i got to show gerardo like what im working on and he got to show me what hes working on like i found it nice to see our different styles in music we play. we stopped jamming to eat like the gordos we are haha. but it was nice cus we got to talk and i got to catch up on gerardos life and like sum crazy events that recently happend to him. my nigga aberham came over and we headed out to my darlings house. i felt kinda akward bringing gerardo cus like i ould tell he was a lil uncomftrable and i was worried anas mom would be like wtf whos this foo. but it was all chill like once we got settled in we easily just kicked it. we ate sum quesadilas with mango wich were rly yummy haha. we just kicked it and talked its funny to see like everyones different view of things like idk the conversations we had were simple and kinda stupid but in a way showed alot haha. idk it was just a chill time and best of all i got to see my darling. shes so cute we kept messing around with eachother and just like skrewing around. idk it was rly nice to see her it made my day. we left and me and gerardo kicked it in my living room for a bit. we talked alot about like the future, education, work, our lives just like we always do...just talked and got stuff out shared ideas. we watched sum everybody hates chris my favourite show hahaha. i showed tried to show gerardo sum of my songs but its just hard for me to play for other people. he gave me sum advice on what he thought i could do with the directions of the songs i showed him and like with the way i write. it was rly good advice and im actualy gona usde it haha. i went to take him home and we made a quick stop at my work to get a snack haha. it was a rly chill day and a perfect way to enjoy my day off...

idk all you need is your friends and loved ones its all you need to be happy in life...

today was a day full of alot of music and like art ifk thats what i like about gerardo he shares that passion with me for like art. we listend to alot of music today and talked alot about like music and art. we talked alot about shows haha we shared funny stories of experiences at shows. listend to alot of good music today and it was chill to jam and sow eachother our music. we even sang sum songs we like and rocked out to TFOT on the way to his house haha.

idk today was just chill

the pic is of me and him in Santa Ana with a bum hahaha

im really happy i was able to see my darling today it really made the day like complete. i really miss her and just cant wait to be able to spend like every second of my life with her. no more having to leave at a certian point just always be there and like when i do have to leave at least i know when i get back shell be there and vice versa. im just rly looking forward to my future with ana. i wana share every aspect of my life with her and i know im young but thats just it i wana grow up with her and like learn lessons with her..idk how to explain it. today i tried explaining to anas mom how i find ana rly beatifull but the natural her. like she looks amazing all fixed up but when shes natural shes just beatifull like i love it cus its the real her. but to me thats just a bonus what i love about ana is much deeper what i love is who she is. like her personality...who she truly is...

well im rly tired and i gotta work manana so

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ANDRES SQUID MORALES

otel should we add and m or an h ?

so idk these days im trying to get everything ready for the wedding and for my marrige. i just finished talking to my fiance about the different hotels we could stay at for our honeymoon and were in a dilema haha. we could either get a nice hotel thats like in a way fancy and well decorated but farther from the beach and shops/restuarants. or get a hotel thats more simple and standerd almost cheap haha but be walking distance from everything. idk what weell pick but well decied.
so i mite get fired from work cus they gotta make cuts and corprates gona decide who goes. theyre gona examine us and decide and idk i doubt ill stay...
lets hope im good enouhg haha
so there was an earthquake today like just a while ago. i have a feeling it was down in mexico agianm i hope it wasnt cus my nigga miguels down there in tj...
well just a short post for today i gotta get sum rest haha
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andres morales

new summer, new life

so im starting to feel its gona be hard to do this every day. i come home from work so tired i just relax and forget to do this haha.
well summers here and all around me i see it taking its effect haha. i love the start of summer like that feeling you get "oh wow summers here yay time to relax!" like that hope you have for a good summer and like that anticepation for whats to come. every summer is always different and like to me summer brings back alot of memories of like past summers.

idk i just love to think back its always nice even when ur looking back to bad times like i find it nice to look back at were ive been and like question were im gona be. so yea back to summer

haha idk i was thinking a few days ago this summer i dont get a summer vacation like ima be working and married so its gona be a new summer experience for me. all i know is i wana spend my summer with my wife and my friends. like idk as long as your with your friends it dosnt matter what you do your summer will be amazing. id have to say last summer was one of my best summers it was like just amzing for so many reasons. damn i cant believe that was a year ago it seems like just yesterday. so many graet memories came out of that summer. so many memorable moments and experiences. it was a rly big cahnge too like that summer marked the end of a part of my life and the start of new one. strange that this summer is the same thing im about to start a new chapter in my life...idk
i just hope for the best in my life rite now but i know that if im with the people i love no matter how hard things are ill find a way to get through...
up top are pics of last summer that to me represnt the good times i shared with my friends. idk im bad at placing pics i try to put the lik in the middle of my posts and they just look ugly. idk how to make it look good like on my friend gerardos blog
so im just chillin listening to my friend glens band. theyre called Quinn's Penguinn i rly like them like alot he hates his own music but i rly enjoy it. its like chill idk perfect summer music. its rly ctachy th singers takes some getting use to but he grows on you haha. idk like at first listen their whatevers but if u rly listen to them u like realize theyre actualy rly good like idk its like hidden haha good stuff tho. heres a pic of them.

so i do vids that documant (spell check gerardo) my musical project and i finally made a new one after a long period. so here it is if your interested haha http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcXJI80N_88
well ima try to rest
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mike perruno joven perro

theyre working me like a dog at work...i love the job but damn they want me to work sat and im like hell no ive worked al;l week n im working sunday i need one day off i mena i even came in today (friday) on my day off now i only have one day off and i want it i mean i havnt seen ana all week n ive harldey talked to her....

things are tough rite now i ima get married in 3 weeks and im so happy for that but idk things are so hard me and ana have grown distant n im hating it..i just wana be with her already so i can get back that closeness we had..we use to have like the bst comunication now we hardley talk...bfor id get everything out with her rite now i feel all my feelings are backing up inside and idk it rly hurts..i understand were both rly busy and its gona be like this for the time bieng but idk i just hope we can fix things when were married cus i cant live this way i need to get my feelings out n shes the only one that makes me feel truly releaved like when i talk to her afterwards i feel good relaxed and like free like i can tuly get out every single feeling with her like theres stuff ive never sharde with anyone but her and its helpd alot cus those were deep negative feelings that were just hurting me to keep in...like idk talking to her has helped me discover my self more and like understand myself alot more...i just miss her alot and i hope soon we can fix things.....

so todays pics are of one of my fav bands Halos there amazing and rly and undiscovered gem haha theyre going on tour in the UK with Circa Survive so im rly happy for them

i know theyre gona get waaaaaaaaasted with dan green hahahaha

hope to hear Thomas Eraks new crap soon haha

well im out gotta get reay for the meeting

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hold onto your shadow

so i beat bioshock 2 today it was sum trippy stuff...

so work is getting harder with my ADHD but i still love my job i rly enjoy it i just wish they werent so hard on me...

today i wana talk anout funny friends like those friends that just crack you up and do super funny stuff. they always make you feel like ur in sum sort of show like what they say haha its like scripted almost. for some reason you always seem to get into all kinds of crazy shananagons with them or get caught up in like funny situations. yet when your with them and ur other friends they aremt as funny. idk i hope you guys get what kind of friend im refering to haha and to any of u who have a friend like that enjoy them as much as u can :]]]
idk i just got friends on my mind like all the different kinds of friends there are and like how things can be with different friends. with some friends you can share the deepest feelings n just get everything out n just feel good. others give you rly good advice. with others u can be stupid and like just do dumb crap you wouldnt normaly do. with sum friends you can comftrobly enjoy silence with out it bieng akward like you can just sit there and do nothing at times yet still have fun. with others you can like feel good for a while like just foget everything for a few hours and enjoy. just forget things for a while....
but no matter what the best friends are those you can be urslef with...
idk to all my niggas out there i love ya n no mattter how distant things have become youll always be my friends and all those great moments we spent kicking it, dreaming, bieng stupid, helping each other, and having deep talks will always be there and nothing will ever take that away...
the past is always there so always hang on to it
damn my post are cheesy haha but idk this is what i think about
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squid

SICK ASS FOO!

i had a crap day and im sick of complaining about it so ima tell yall a story :]
this one time my sick ass cousin david blew a huge bubble with some big leauge chew it was the size of his head like way bigger then the one in this pic and i guess it got so big it couldnt hold its own wieght cus it fell down on to his face an EXPLODED!!!! he was covered in gum like all over his face and hair haha. days had past and we were still picking pieces of hardend gum from his hair it was all stuck in there...
so yea that was random but idk it was better then bitchen about my day hahaha
man RXB is playing a 3 day show at the troubadour and there gona play an entire CD every day like day 1 is The Resignation, day 2 And The Battle Begun..., day 3 is Mandala. i wana go see Mandala and And The Battle Begun... itd be so down! id dance till i die haha but nah itd be hard to take ana she wouldnt wana mosh and i wouldnt wana ditch her haha
im hopefully gona go see Tokyo Police Club with Freelance Whales in august with my darling itd be a fun show especialy with her haha

well im out

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ADHD

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WASSUP!!! so im dead tired from a killer day at work. i loves my job but its gona drain me of all my energy haha idk i gotta get use to it. i keep burn ing my arms and hands the other workers say im get use it haha some got like spots on there arms that have been burned so much that the hair is like thined n u can see like an empty patch haha.
im such a mexican im a HS dropout working two jobs one in cleaning the other in fast food haha andres morales youve become a statistic :p
well i called todays post ADHD cus all day ive been thinking about how hard my ADHD makes me life its so hard to get organized when i rly need to be like in the mornings its hrad to get ready fast. like if i need to be organized its hard for me but if im just chilling i get stuff done fast and neatly its like idk my brain stresses out i guess...especialy at work when the rushes come i try to be fast and organize and i tell my body/myself what to do but it dosnt happen like i start freezing up and chocking i skrew up alot but like little things and then those little things become big things in my head idk im juts a mess i guess hahaha. but yea ADHD has turned into a new problem. its no longer hyperactiveness but disorganization.
so today sum asian kid came in high as the sky. he was on a bunch of weed and then shrooms. he was there for like 2 hours just ordering meal after meal he kept calling up friends and having them come down to eat with him haha. iu have supersonic metiche (nosey person) skills so i hard everything they were saying thats how i learned he was so high but idk it was already rly obvious i mean he was wearing shades he never took off and he wasnt rly all there i kept laughing troo ad randomly looking at thing and like darting his head in sum direction as if something had flown by haha. one of his friends was like why u eating so much ur just gona throw it up when u come back down hahaha he replied yea true but when else does can i taste sh** this good hahaha. i wonder were he got so much money haha
well idk he was asian after all haha.....
so the pic is of old times rly good times were we would just dream alot and make a million plans that we knew would never come true but it was fun just to dream. idk back then we were all so worried and depressd but we didnt realize how good life was and how simple we had it haha idk its always nice to look back .....this is for gerardo, miguel, and sean. theyll probably never come true but lets never let go of the dreams and hopes we had back then...
haha im such a cheesy! craft macaroni n cheese aint got shit on me im the cheesiest haha
forever dreaming
squid

school is for fools

so i kicked it with my darling today it was fun and very relaxing just what i needed after an akward morning haha. so im playing some bioshock 2 i love this game its like made for me haha.

well i felt like talking about school today and the how i feel about it. i think school is a great thing and it rly helps alot i mean everyone needs and education but i dont feel everyone was made for school and i feel that the modern school system is failing. im a drop out but im very happy with my decision and although i know life in a way is going to be harder now im rly happy with it. like im happy wih my life...im living the life i wana live. i just didnt work with school i didnt learn much and it had more negative effects on me then posative i felt i learned more out of school then i did in it. in school i felt lost and stupid and was constantly put down by teachers i never felt like i had much of a future i felt like i wouldnt amount to much and the teachers fed those feeling with there comments...well enough whining haha. i feel that in schools todayu the teachers are pushing sdtudents in the wrong direction they make it seem like college is the only way to succeed in life when rly thats not true college is good and can get some people to a great llife but its not gonna get everyone were they wana go and rly it dosnt guarantee anything many people who have degrees are still unemployed and living unhappy lives. i feel they should teach students to prusue reasonable goals that they set for themselves idk i cant explain myself im to out of it rite now...they shouldnt push students so much...idk im beat i cant gte my thoughts out strait....

well theres a pic of me doing hw thats how i use to do it hahaha notice im using a multiplication chart hahahaha im a dumbass.

so yea im start posting updates here and there about TheSoundOfChildren my musical project...

well im beat im out

forever a drop out

squid

mama said knock you out!

i knocked out last nite and never got a chance to post about my day so yea haha it was a chill day felt like i did alot. but yea idk...

so im in a band or as i like to say "musical project" with my friend miguel the jew. (i call it a musical prject cus its just me and him) todays pics are propsed ep covers and titles haha. one pic was taken by me the other by my friend gerardo.

so yea theres not much to say idk ill post later about my day today rite now im all out of it and i need to shower cus im filthier then lonely teenager home alone with horomones and internet.

forever lost

squid

life in stereo

so i decided to start a blog its something ive always wanted to do but mever really got around to it. my friend gerardo recently started one and that inspired me to just do it. im gona use it to express my daily thoughts and emotions in this crazy life of mines. so to anyone who actualy gives a damn here we go!

so im getting married in a month to the most amazing person ive ever met. she really does complete me and makes me better in the places im weak, i do the same to her. we help each other out alot. its funny were really different but in the end were the same. we think alot alike yet we disagree on alot of things. its funny really. were the same person just in a different way. ive probably lost you or im boring the hell out of you haha.

so its 3.34am and in a few hours i gotta go to work. i work at jack in the box and suprisingly i loves me job haha. its pretty exiting. i have the worlds worst sleeping habits...

i called my blog LivingInSound cus i see my life through music like music to me isnt just an art form its an expression of life. to be honest i see all art as that; an expression of life...a way of life...its all conected just like in life were all connected. one way or another u are a big part of some strangers life yet you dont know it and you never will. like a choice in your life can lead to a big change in somone elses life in the near or far future yet you never know it. or like the things you do affect the world around you yet you take those small actions for granted as something standerd and youll nevr know how much it affected other peoples live. may it be negatively or posatively...in a way thats how art is every form of art ripples and affects other forms of art around it but not intentionaly..idk really i see the world around me as one big work of art...its hard to explian im not very good at gettinmg my thoughts out but ima try...but yea i see my life through music i have what u could call a soundtrack of my life wich is the music i surround my self with and the music around me that comes from the world not by my choice or pleasure...

well thats it for tonite i should sleep...

forever lost,

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